The Meat Locker

The portal into the mind of the Gabemaster. Where his demons are running wild after breaking out of their cages.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Last Friday marked the culmination of the worst two weeks I've had in many years. It was nothing but bad news, after bad news, after more bad news, and then just to top it off, more bad news. They say bad news come in three but shit I hit 5 and if I want to be more pessimistic about it I can count 6. Damn who the hell did I pist off? I don't believe in brujeria and none of that bullshit but fuck I wish somebody can tell me they casted a spell or did some voodo on me that way at least I could use it as en excuse. When I was a kid (7 or 8) I hit some other kid with a rock on the head and fucked him up pretty badly I'm I paying for that now? Damn Why NOW?? WHy turn my whole world almost completely UPSIDE DOWN!

The weekend was better, I was able to be with people I love and care about and who in turn care about me. But Monday, it was back to reality facing all this bullshit. I wish I could go into details on what all these problems are about but I can't. But definetely I needed to write something about it cause all these BS has been hanging over my head for almost three weeks now. I had made up my mind to not write things that are too personal on this blog but I guess I need to let things off my chest. I'm not depressed, I'm not down, Im trying to look at all this as just another challenge that I will conquer. What sucks about it is that some of these things are simply beyond my control there si nothign I can do about them just to swallow them. But oh well as the old proverb says "if God gives you lemons then learn to make lemonade" that's what I'm doing making the best tasting lemonade I can, just the way I like it. Hey, if life were perfect, then we would not learn anything out of it. I can tell u I have learned a lot................. Y na, Palante!!!

posted by Gabemaster # 15:06

Comments:

Dimelo! It's because of people like you I post! haha... thanks for visiting my blog dude :) and I thought getting personal was what this was all about! lol... jk... I see it like this... if you write they will come... I hope all is well with you. BTW, We are all here to help each other out in one way or another (I think)... Cuidate!

# posted by Edwin R : 11/2/05 00:28

:) Thanks man...You are a good guy.

Gabemaster

# posted by Anonymous : 11/2/05 10:03

Gracias Twinkle Twinkle :)

# posted by Gabemaster : 12/2/05 03:18

Cada díá es una nueva oportunidad para hacer las cosas como queremos que sean. Los problemas solo debemos afrontarlos de la menera más optimista, darles la cara, no la espalda. En la vida todo pasa, ya verás como eso que te perturba pronto se va.

# posted by Lauronga : 17/2/05 07:55

Gracias Lau :)

Gabemaster

# posted by Anonymous : 17/2/05 22:48